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I need to find some one now
by hairhoppers at 6/5/2008 9:23:19 PM


OK this is really bad. I'm going crazy here. I need to find some to talk too,meet or any thing. I'm going to show how honest I am. I was married for 17 years and out of the 17 years my wife and I have not had any sex for the last 11 years. She fell ill and at that time sex was not of importance to me I just want her. Now that she has passed away and I'm now all alone in this world I need some one. The reason I'm writing this is to show every one how I speak from my heart. I have no regrets on our desion a matter of fact she was my first and only love and lover. Sex is not every thing love is. I don't want to be all alone as I grow old. I need some help here. 40 years old in a new place on a new path here in PA and only know 1 family member. I started to take long walks alone I walk about 2 to 3 hours on hiking trails a day because I have nothing else to do. I would love to share every thing I have and will have in life with some one. I have nothing to hide from any one. I will answer any and all questions with an open heart. It may sound carzy but that is me. My late wife has only been gone for 7 months. She was in Balto. shock trama from FEB.10 to April 27 07' After that I was able to bring her home now she was the first one in history of shock trama to go home and not a rehab. because I lived there with her for the 3 months. When I got her home I was the sole care giver 24/7 until she passed away on Nov.6 07'. Oh by the away she passed away 2 weeks and 2 days before our 17 th wedding annaversey. In the years we were married we never spent a day apart until her death. I could go on but I think you may get the picture. Again I have nothing to hide. I'm proud to say My wife is my first and only lover. We meet when I was 21 and she was 24. So please if you can find it in your heart to help me. I live in Black Lick PA. Thank you for your time and I hope you can help in any way. DANE