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by palu at 6/7/2008 10:20:41 PM
Confusion
Nothing more than a mere delusion
Helpless is how I feel
My words echo her voice
The way she walks
The way she smiles
She is my reason for being
And for breathing.
She carved no shapeless stone
And yet alone she shaped my dreams
Knowing
All I feel, exposed
But yet not knowing
Stuck between truth and false
Unknowing yet knowing
Helpless
Why, why must this happen to her?
I don't like it
It's . . .
I'm not sure how I feel
It hurts
Yes, the confusion
It hurts
I want it to stop
I want to sit back and unwind
Clear my mind
Because this is all I can come up with
"I don't want to start any blasphemous rumors
But I think that God's got a sick sense of humor"
How do I solve this?
Why must I feel?
It is to you I kneel before.
Our father, who art in heaven
Hallow be thy name
It's you I blame
For her sickness and health
And yet I ask for your help
To keep her safe and in good health
It's not about the wealth
She's bigger than gold
The one I want to hold and unfold all my secrets to
Without her, I have nothing
Because without her I am nothing
And if you take a peek inside
That's where you'll find
That no one could ever break us apart
Because in my heart is where she is and will forever be
That beautiful woman who gave birth to me
Tell me
How to stop confusion.
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