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by abgrrl at 6/25/2008 3:29:13 PM
OK, I've lived a dangerous life.
I've known some sociopaths, and I've even hung out with some criminals-in-training. Heck, I WAS one, I suppose. But that wasn't scary. Naw, that was child's play. HERE's what's scary: letting someone know who you really are. Someone who could easily reject you, and someone who might just have the potential to be a great friend, if not more, some day.
I suppose it's kind of like I'm sharing the most damaged parts of me, and asking not only for them to NOT stick their finger in and touch the exposed nerves, but also if they might be willing to try to help heal them.
"Nobody's perfect" "everyone's got a past" and nobody's better or worse than anyone else. We're all just the same on the inside. I'm reminded of the song by REM--a favorite of mine, btw, "Everybody Hurts".
I dunno. I know that I'm finally FREE of the "need" to have a "mate". (Whew! what a relief that is!) But at the same time, I really enjoy having a partner-- in crime, or not. lol I'm not overwhelmed with the amount of girlfriends I have these days, which I suspect is a national epidemic; everyone's "too busy", and the Enemy has just GOT to love that. Divide and conquer, you know.
Anyway, I'm waiting to get my computer updated and had a few minutes, so I thought I'd come and scribble something.
I love Jesus. He IS all I need. And He knows the desires of my heart. He has been faithful to send them my way, at times, as long as I keep my eyes open, and stay on the right path. I really do miss having a close friend to talk to about whatever, whenever. Just a friend...
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