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| A guilty consceince
by olderblueeyes at 6/29/2008 1:59:38 PM
Sometimes low self-esteem is a direct consequence of low-down behavior. This is what happens when I presist in doing things that aren't estimable - to me or anyone else. Because I'm not psychopath, I just don't feel right about something wrong.
In the short run, bad behavior may bring me fun, relief, or profit. But the cost runs up over
time. The day will come when I can't look at myself in the mirror or spent any time at all in my company of my own thoughts. Maybe then I'll decide that the cost of willfulness was to high. Maybe I'll stop the offending behavior and ask God to help me.
Inner peace cant't be manipulated, if I don't deserve it, I won't have it.
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