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by wendy001 at 7/9/2008 6:18:28 PM
How do you even begin to know how to move on when your whole life as you knew it is gone? God i miss things so much. I am consumed with so much pain that its hard to keep going. Its a struggle everyday to smile but i have a daughter and i have to. She is what i live for and thats not a good thing because she will leave soon and then i guess my life is over because i dont know where to get the strength anymore. Im scared i really am i wish i could move on and forget him and forget my other daughter but they live inside me. Forever with me. The loss of those have been the worst pain in the world. I hope 1 day that even for 1 minute i can stop thinking about them. Just the pain. I am a mess of a person and when men come on to me it makes me angry because i tell them no and they continue. How can i even think about that when i have to learn to love me? I cant love anyone but my baby girl over here. Sometimes it feels good to write it out.
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