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| Back in Texas.....
by 1frantastic at 8/25/2008 11:54:46 AM
Well...I made it back home...back to no electricity...refridge ruined....weeds 3 ft high and rattlers abounding in town...probably here also....dog with new neighbor who had her de-flead/de-ticked by shaving her...looks like a Gremlin now...
Leaving Ca and man who seemed to care for me but didn't want long-distance relationship...back to Texas constantly chatting/phone with "buddy" who was more than that to me, but kept our distance from becoming a "relationship"...have new possible "relationship" on the forefront....BUT... spoke of it to "buddy" and rocked the boat.... don't ever try to make a guy jealous...it backfires everytime....especially if you are TOO HONEST and tell too much... teasing each other about our "profiles" and "lookers" and what we projected caused him to insult me severely with his last comment...he may have thought it funny...I didn't and felt the whole "relationship" that we did have was thrown away by that comment...he did not even try to appologize is what made it hurt so much...
I relied on his daily contact to boost my spirits...and now it will be so hard to be without it, but I can't be part of a destructive relationshipI hope someday he realizes what he threw away...and what he could have had except for a jealous retaliatory comment that cut my heart out....
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