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| Entry #1 Truth behind the mask
by laverita at 2/19/2009 9:01:24 PM
23 years my body has breathed the air of this planet. I've eaten what it's produced, walked across her land, swam in her tears. 23 years too short. Feels like my soul's been around since the beginning of time. in THIS realm of reality I still have so much to do, but My soul knows that after this crude matter, this mortal wound has rejoined the planet's soil, my spirit energy will go on. It's so easy to pretend to be whatever we wish to portray to this world. She be our audience, and we the performers. Call me a theatric or over dramatist but I view my life as a massive play, learning more about myself through the roles i choose to portray. One must be careful however, to not lose sense of one's self through the act. Some people love to play the game, and create the image to fool others into believing what we delude ourselves to believe. Metatheater? or just a dream within a dream? All i know is that if i've learned anything here on earth so far, It's that there are three ways to do things. 1) the right way, 2) the wrong way, 3) the truthful way. I say it to myself all the time...BE TRUTHFUL TO YOUR SELF AND THE MOMENT! CARPE MOMENTUM! CARPE DIUM! we're all actors ladies and gents, the moment is yours. Got the music up and running, the band's back, we're working on our first track. Without you. It's not some cheesy love Rock balad btw, about some giiirl that you had or wanted that left you, or DIDNT want you. NO! none of that cliche garbage. It's about Finding yourself, and internalizing. On the topic of love i dont know how i could EVER love another woman without loving myself first. Love and respect yourself first thenn, you will posses the ability to equally and rightfully love another. Then you can respect the sanctity of a relationship.
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