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| And in the end we remember..
by italianbarbie at 3/14/2009 7:29:16 AM
...not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
I have officially realized who i need in my life.
People who no longer want to be a part of my life have made that completely clear to me.
And then there are people who have shown me that they do want to be here.
Just recently..I was basically told that I was a bad friend..
The bad friend that...
-is disrespectful
-picks and chooses her friends when it is convenient for her.
-thinks that everything should always go her way.
or my all time favorite..
-never made an effort
All of this to me is pretty humorous.
Because in my eyes..I'm the "bad friend" who..
-Kept every single secret she was ever told no matter who it would be hurting
-Was behind every decision you ever made, good or bad.
-made an effort numerous times. only to be let down, eventually giving up.
Oh, I forgot to mention..
-Gave you a place to live.
I'm just bad friend material.
Although I did indeed keep every secret. No matter what..
Even though it would completely crush certain people.
And i was behind every single decision you made for 7 years.
And during that point in time when you had no one, guess who was here...ME. I gave you a place to live. I bought you everything you needed when you didn't have a job. I was the one that supported you.
But, I'm a bad friend.
A "bad friend" who is completely disgusted with you.
A "bad friend" who deserves way better than what she settles for.
A "bad friend" who is honestly giving up this time.
Thank you for helping me realize that you really aren't worth my time. And no matter how hard i try..nothing will ever change. Ever.
"Every ending is a new beginning"
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