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| some things are better left alone...
by jlh1983 at 3/14/2009 11:32:31 PM
i don't necessarily feel as shitty as i did before i got cleaned up but i tell you i still feel like shit on the inside no matter how long the dope is out of my system i don't know if i will ever really be okay on the inside. so i sat here and i listened to my music like i always do and a line in a song just hit me as very related to the feelings i am having today "'cause i know you'll be the sun, in somebody elses life..." maybe it is not quite what i am feeling but i believe that it expresses the loss that occurred actually two days before i went into treatment. "and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything" maybe that describes everything in a more general way, same song... "all the love gone bad turned my world to black, tattooed i see, all that i am, all that i'll be" yeah i sound fairly depressed but isn't that the way it is every goddamn time.
peace love and good times
jacob
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