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by jerrig at 3/24/2009 10:03:56 PM
Well, things are getting ready to change pretty quickly in my life at this point.
I make my second call tomorrow to discuss if there is room on the schedule to give me back my work shifts now that all of the surgery mess is over with.
I am not real sure how that call will go and after being gone for so long I admit I am more than a little nervous about making it.
Either way things are about to change.
I probably have about 2 weeks before I am no longer in the place I and my family have called home for over a year now.
It is time to go.
Things just are not workable from here with it being so so far away from civilization.
I will miss the quiet and the wildlife but I will not miss the house falling apart, the black mold taking over every bit of the structure making us all not feel well, spiders the size of my fist, making noise when I go outside even for a moment as to not take a mountain lion or bear by surprise (Yes we have seen massive evidence of both.) among other things.
So I may vanish from this site and the online world for a little while. No may to it, I will have to.
But when we get settled somewhere I will be back.
The whole prospect is a little spooky.
It was my health situation that got us into this mess and now it is on me to get us back out of it.
I am not afraid of a challenge but it seems before I take that challenge on head to head I do fear failing.
Only because the failing would have a major impact on my children and so I can not let failure be an option.
Once I step into the challenge it is all good though.
I can keep pushing forward long and hard enough to not even pause long enough to realize how hard it is.
Making life livable for my kids I have never considered hard anyway, even though so many people have commented on how hard it must be raising 3 kids, 2 of them so young on my own.
It's my job.
I love my job.
And besides, I am never alone anyway.
Isaiah 41:13
For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.
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