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Why?
by raerae21 at 4/2/2009 2:42:46 PM

My one true love was lost in a car wreck that i was supposed to be in. Why did you have to go baby, I miss you so much and wish you were still here by my side. I don't know if I will ever find another as great as you, Landon. I lay here thinking about how if i had just spent the night with you liked you asked how things would be right now. I'd probably be sitting next to you right now. You are all the time in my dreams and when I wake up I cry every time because I want you to stay with me and you always will be with me in my heart but I sleep all the time now just to keep you with me. I miss you so much and I will always love you and I can't wait to see you and be with you again. I ask myself If God has a reason for taking you then...what is it? It doesn't make sense. I don't know whether to be mad at myself for not staying the night with you or being mad at God for taking my baby away from me. I know you are looking after me but you did that when you were still here. Why Landon?!? Why did you have to go! You will always be in my heart and I will be with you again someday. I love you and I miss you baby.