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| just something i wrote
by jess2187 at 4/10/2009 2:14:19 PM
As much as id hate to say it admit it or think it ive come to know and realize that I don’t have a special purpose here. Im not sure anyone does anymore. Im not saying that I don’t believe in jesus or god or heaven because I do. Im just saying that I think god left us here to figure shit out on our own. Like lab mice…lock us in a box and see which ones do what. Just the consequence of the choice that each mouse makes is unknown. As to lab mice you’re their god and you can make their consequences. See here on earth were all responsible for what we do. God dosent have a secret plan or mission for anybody. God just has the consequences to the laws that he set and gave us the choice to follow. Its our choice. Everyhing someway or another is by choice. How ever your judgment is not. God dosent have a choice on the judgment he gives you. You made his choice when u did the things you did. Now I know that I may never go to heaven or live the life of bliss because of my mistakes and that haunts me everyday of my life. I am so scared of my out come my destination that I try my very damn best to live up to gods 10 laws. Set my life right by the end of the road. Because honestly im scared shitless……
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