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| why do i keep doing this to myself?
by kc0787 at 4/13/2009 6:42:16 PM
at this point i am talking and seeing what all is out there in the world. i found someone that it seemed to be going in the right direction but once again my choice has been not so much of a good one. i am very open and honest in my relationships (friendships, serious relationships, famiy, etc.) but i just cant seem to allow myslef to believe that the other person is as open and honest as i am. i am not one to judge anyone and i will always be there for anyone who walks into my life no matter what happens between me and that person. i just dont get it. if you say you will be back at X time then why dont you come back then. why do you just not show up at all. if you were not comeing back then ok just say i dont know when ill be back or something. ahhhhh!! this is all just too much for me but being alone is just sad and hard. i dont know what to do anymore. i am just ready to give up! maybe i just feel this way because i am sick and grumpy idk! it just sux right now.
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