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Darkened Dreams
by ladychocolatier at 4/23/2009 7:53:10 PM


Dreams unknown dark as night black as death
Why do they still torment me
This should all be over and done with
And yet no matter how far I run, no matter where I hide
They find me and bring me down, forcing me to abide
Crushing all hope and pleasantness
Pushing me more and more into bitter distress
The air around me is so dense and stagnant
It is needless to fight or force an argument
For doing so will push thy body further to weariness
Dragging thy soul through the cold clamminess
I have felt this agonizing pain before
But in my happiness believed it was of myth and faery lore
Alas no, my deceptive contract was only for a precious moment or two
And now my excessive invoice has been marked way overdue
So here it blatantly stands before me once again
Taunting and spitting the foul vulgarities of wasted loves and passions
It is but a cruel punishment to find riddled lies of such grace
Discharged in such a flourish at my devoted and sympathetic face
All in all the most unsettling moment for me was to find
The abettor and accomplice of my darkened dreams was your own mind
Slashing and cutting away at my heart I did see
While my broken body was casually discarded and left to bleed
So I ask and I plead to thee what purpose was this for
Loves happiness was my true dream and now only darkness haunts my door

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Comments
lookin4luv63



4/23/2009 8:36:29 PM

I'm sorry you're hurting Lady C. You're a classy lady. I truly hope you find someone that can make you happy & will treat you like the Queen you are.

chat_girl
4/23/2009 10:02:02 PM

Oh Lady c (miss J) I am sooo sorry that you hurt so... I do understand about such pain..I have experienced it many times over..leaving me feeling at times that it is futile to dream...Yet I do still hope and wait for my handsome knight to appear...until then, when the loneliness gets the best of me and I feel i can't go on another min. I crawl up into the arms of my heavenly Daddy...untill the pain subsides and I can continue on my journey. There's is plenty of room on his lap for you my friend.. he is beckoning for yoy to join me..He is one Man we can always count on, and who will never hurt us or leave us... I Love You My Friend....
buggmanu



4/23/2009 11:07:15 PM

oh lady c I am so sorry you are going through this pain,you are a wonderful person and it saddens me to see a dear friend in pain like this. lovebuggs

qinx_babyboomer
4/24/2009 2:40:16 AM

I wish I could say I know how you feel, but that would never be the case....Stay together, the world can't turn without you. Always here for you... cek
sale1970



4/24/2009 5:05:22 AM

I'm so sorry hun,I feel your Pain,but believe me is not worth it anymore,raise your beautiful head up,and make step,is not ease,but that's life baby,and we all expiriance same thing called Love,and sometimes we're successful,sometimes we all failed big test,like I said it's part of Life package,and it's Time for another leaf of luck.Concetrate Darling,and I miss you on Spin the botlle,give me a kiss you will fell much better. Your Always Big Friend,Sale
lipchick___



5/7/2009 11:13:30 AM

Jen.. what a wonderful talent that you have! You are very artistic. A great poem... and I love coming to your profile because it is always so pretty here...lol

ima_delight
5/21/2009 8:59:16 PM

That was beautiful and sad. We are here for you, sweetie.
rebeccatx



5/29/2009 4:25:08 PM

Jen, my little sister! You are so talented with your words!! I am so sorry to read how you are so much in pain! In life there are two sides to everything. Good and Bad, Easy and Difficult, Hard and Soft... so there is another side to what you are going through too. I have felt pain like that and made it through to the other side. You can and will too. I am here for you sweet heart! You have my number... call anytime. You know where I live... come by anytime!!

ladychocolatier
5/30/2009 2:16:29 PM

Hello My Friends! Thank You for the encouragement, compliments and fair words. Because of all of you I am doing so much better. I hope to see you all at the next meetup! I had a blast at the last one! Whoo Hoo!