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| Blowing Off Steam...!!!!!
by lilrockangle at 4/27/2009 9:01:01 AM
ok, so this weeken was bitter sweet.... I haven't spoke or talked to my ex since I broke it off a year ago... which was the hardest thing ever.. and I apperently still have alot of love for him,(so I found out this weeken)but any ways, why after just about a year of not seeing or hearing from him did he show up on my door step to rekindle old feelings... we didn't split on bad terms true.. but the day it happened thats the last I heard from or seen or even heard about him, we have the same friends and not a word was mentioned... we spent all weekin together and it was nice, and felt good.. but I know that we won't last together, theres a big age gap between us and yeah yeah I know age isn't nothin but a number.., but there is a difference when hes the younger one and nothing but parting on his mind... I probably shouldn't have spent the weeken with him and gave him the wrong impression but I think I made it clear to him it was just for fun.... so now I'm stuck with trying to decide if I'm gonna start seeing him again or just tell him its just not gonna happen... and if I do that how do I do it after the weekend we had.... why does love and relationships have to be so difficult????
Somebody save me......
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