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| The horse of a different color....
by 1957r at 5/5/2009 10:48:25 AM
Hi you guys:
Like so many I am sure a search the world over produced: instead of soul mates; just another from the herd, not wanting to be alone also, and therefore dependant upon another for validation. Consequently after the periods of elation wherein an act of subserviance and dependancy seems most prevelant  the time involved becomes a trap not a freedom. This has never been a problem of mine: no, to the contrary actually I find balance from the beginning or meeting. I am the horse of a different color; many have claimed to want exactly that I am. Unfortunately my discovery that another is not independant and self supportive equates immediately to a colorthat mixes with them all. So in a quest to find another individual who is exactly that; it is much to the advantage of the longrun of things that the factual color is shown immediately or the foundations are faulty and the relation falls.  Herein for the long run a sacrafice of the short run sifts through the chaff and produces a lot of alone time.  No worries though, to have in this life an individual who can react to circumstance on there own requires the formation of the attitude in oneself. A deal? or No deal-  Alone by choice not necassity, the obvious choice is to not stand alone: the right thing is causation for the appearance of being alone: all the while being independant and self supportive. These are the basis of survival to live I think. Truly in the quest for the grail in relationships fact is and fiction is not- willing to stay true to oneself produces the sum not any aires put on for the benifit of a catch. I am not crazy, some one will read this and understand it's meaning and know they are not alone, for there are many of us! Very far between and hiding in the color, even waiting and wairing the color to camaoflauge in the urban jungles or risk being identified, singled out from the herd and left vicimized and vulnerable Cya
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