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Hey Hi there one and all--Hello and its samo-samo.
by jaxeager2dateu at 5/17/2009 7:29:22 PM


5/17/2009 Hi there one and all and I had a truly lazy day
today--a real laid back Sunday--even skipped going to
Church--nasty me ehh. Oh well, am just coasting along
and waiting for next step re my still stuck in me YOU KNOW it as my KS--its smaller but its still very very much still there and I guess I have to do that ESWL again
yuck....its what told them about my problem with my heart
so I guess I should be smiling ehhh--seems I keep finding new things wrong with myself--that is not good.
Gets me to wondering if this old ticker will keep on beating or just give out for no apparent reason at all.
Well, I have to just grin and bear it and keep on punching away and taking a step at a time. To those who are truly curious KS's are no picnic and though most of the time there is not real discomfort from them just knowing that they are there can work on your psyche and that can wear you down just as much as the real pain and discomfort when they are actually moving and/or trying to move down your Ureter into your bladder thence out of it and down further and eventually then out--yep--out of you via your trusty shake a leg--male organ. So far nothing has happened so I am a bit puzzled and bedeviled and also confused. My heart problem is another thing that bothers me but then Life goes on and nobodies health is absolutely perfect so I will just hope for the best and continue to live each day as it comes. Yeah I am still interested in dating and in meeting women but so far its turning into another used car search and we all know what that is like so all I can say is if someone wants a really nice date with a DOM who will treat you like a real gem and also act like a gentleman with you then give me a em--I am here and I have been looking and so far no one has responded so I figure I am scaring them off--crazy ehhh....well that is the way it is so I am just going to have to learn to accept it but I feel that there is somebody interested out there. Bye and Thanks for reading my blog too and my roommate goes to Maryland later on this week so I am sort of going to be on my own from Thurs thru next Monday--21st thru 25th but that is not a problem...Cheers and Good Vibes to you all--Hoping I have good news too from the doctor this week too.....Jack