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| Michael
by angelbeyond at 5/23/2009 5:36:56 AM
Michael,
Darling I am sitting here in bed thinking of you.Not sexually(though that is very fun)
I am thinking about how much I really love you!
I want to thank you once again for sticking it out with me and never really giving up on us.
Because now I finally get it!!
I understand, I know you love me and God how great it feels,I never knew I could feel this way.
I know you have tried time & time again to tell me,but I couldn't get it till I felt the whole feeling myself.
I really didn't understand the whole concept of love till now. I thought I did.
You know my past and how people told me they loved me, But it has always been conditional love..
I have always been waiting for the other shoe to fall,blocking my feelings partly so the hurt wouldn't be so bad,and keeping my distance some so the hurt wasn't as bad as it could be. It's crazy.
All of a sudden it hit me so hard when you were rubbing my leg while you were on the phone then you kissed me & laid down on me.
I don't know what triggered it ,but it finally hit.
You have touched my my soul,my heart, my mind so deeply I really didn't think or even imagine was even possible.
How could I ?
I never felt this way before!!
I have heard people talk about it, and I figured ,"yeah,yeah...." just an overglorified way to explain a feeling which people call Love which I thought was just a pretty word.
But now the word love isn't just a word to me. It is an amazing feeling.
I feel like I am alive, I am not just existing in a fake world. I am living and loving my life, Thank you so much.
You are the ONE,You are the reason I smile with every breath I take, I feel you,when I woke up this morning, I woke up smiling.
I feel alive.
I stepped outside to smoke & it's as if the whole world changed.
The birds I hear singing, the sky is beautiful, I can't really explain it in words,but I think you get what I am saying.
THAT I LOVE YOU!!
Forever and Always
You have my heart
I can't wait till the day we
are living together and
to wake up to you every morning
I can only imagine
How great the future will be
Forever ever Yours,
Love
Cheryl (Your future wife )
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