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| Missing the Love Connection
by charmer39 at 5/25/2009 8:16:57 PM
 
I know we all feel like this at times. It seems it is so slow finding someone to love and be loved by.
I alway wore my hair short when my late husband was with me, but I haven't cut it since he died. I was just lying in bed watching TV and running my fingers through my soft soft long hair and it struck me how much he probably would have enjoyed my long hair.
And how much someone else might enjoy doing the same thing I was doing. I don't know why but it is very pleasureable, like stroking silk. Guess I never really got over my "blankie" Who did?
So miss having someone to cuddle with. You don't realize how much you enjoy it until you have it no more. Probably wouldn't be hard to get, maybe not as easy as hailing a cab, but I don't want it until it is with someone I really care about who really cares about me. I never go any where I could meet a good man. At the seniors center they all run into the pool room and play. Don't think they would accept a woman just coming in to watch and maybe eventutally getting aquainted. In the dining room the men sit together in tight little groups and it is dauting to approach and ask to join the group. so I never do. I know I'm not going to meet anyone that way. but this internet dating isn't much better. If you do make a good connection, seems like something always happens to mess it up before we actually get a chance to meet.
I must be doing something wrong. Oh well, maybe some day I will get it right and my prince will come and I won't be lonely any more.
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