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| Helen's Daily Blog by rajjah at 6/14/2009 8:04:23 AM

Since I never did this before, I will try to express exactly how I feel today.
It is now Sunday morning and here I am alone again, nothing planned and thinking why am I so lonely? I have to get out of this mood because it is not really me. I'm usually an up person with an optimistic outlook but somehow my feelings are a little bit down.
I have been a widow for two years now and have not dated anyone since my husband died. Yesterday I went to a movie to see the picture called "My life in Ruins". The picture was hilarious but there was one scene that made me very sad and almost brought tears to my eyes. It was in Athens, Greece where I had gone with my late husband. There was one scene that reminded me of what a great time I had there with my husband and that I missed him. It was only for a moment and after that, I continued to laugh through out the entire picture.
The reason I am in this funk today, is that I have no one to share the day with, and also have no one to talk to or to do things with. Even though I do have many female friends, it is not the same as having a man that really cares for you.
Through this free site, which I believe is a great exposure, I can someday meet someone to share and communicate with.
I will try to keep this daily blog up to date and keep you all informed of what is going on in my life.
Helen
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