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by krazy4az at 11/28/2007 3:05:36 PM
I thought she didn't like liers; but, somehow she is so evasive when I ask her the simplest of question. she is not being as honest with me as I have been with her it's like  . But,she says she wants to to hold me close and be there for me. But, there is something that is all f****ed up with this relationship. Maybe,it is because I was hurt so badly in another relationship or maybe it is she knows how much I adore children & think they should be reared with respect & dignaty. But, one thing is for certain is she found out that is that I have this thing for red heads And she even said she would dye her hair for me. That's not what i want, I don't want my woman to change her hair,body type, or anything else about herself unless she wants to do it for herself.I am in an electric wheelchair part of my day, I have a disorder called Dystonia I've come to the realization that i need a little more help now than when i was younger man,but i can't change for her ,so why does she want to change for me. Ilove all sorts of woman,even thoough i'm quite a shy man & I wear my feelings on the outside; however, since that previous relationship tanked on me i'm more trapped inside my shell than I ever was before.
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