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| The sun came out, My tears stopped.
by sniffmuddypup at 6/27/2009 4:18:35 PM
Yesterday, June 26th, was easier than I thought. For the last week, I had been thinking about this day. My daughter would have been 21. I had always planned to take her out for her 21st birthday. She passed last August of a heart attack brought on by her pulmonary hypertension. I walk at lunch and it was becoming harder as the day approached.
Monday, I went to the grave site and planted a flower. Tuesday, I stopped by for a shot time in the rain, Wednesday, I went over and used the grass shears to make it look nice.
Thursday, I walked for over an hour at lunch. That is how long it took for me to run out of tears. I orderd a beautiful arrangent and took it out Thursday evening. I made it my cell phone wallpaper.
Friday, I stopped by in the morning. The sun came out briefly behind the clouds. I was still sad, but no longer felt the need to cry. I know she was there and did not want me to be sad.
I miss her and will always love her.
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