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| My time is near
by dwayne001 at 7/21/2009 6:33:51 AM
Im at the point of my life that just having fun and not letting anyone serious comeforth that I feel that im at a standstill. Going out on dates and enjoying the company of beutifull women has kinda got old (in a manner of speaking) Longing for some substance in my life has me wondering if not letting anyone get serious with me is being fair to me or us. Im I harming myself in the longrun as to finding a mate that just desires the same as I do. I never dreamed of being alone in life. There was always someone by my side. Im attempting to write this blog cause understnd my needs and me is the 1st step of letting my guard down. After work today I was pasing by an ex girlfriend and she asked me was I still keeping my guard up against women. She even had the nerve to let me know that its the reason of me being alone today. Im a GOD fearing man and honest with all who touches my life. But she really hit a nerve when she said that
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