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by gaylover_6668 at 7/25/2009 4:41:41 PM
I wasn't always into older men and I wasn't always gay, but I've never been truly happy with anyone that was not a man. Maybe the reason behind my love for men is because of my childhood. I was rapped by my father as a young boy. No need to fill bad for me though because I feel by sharing my story it'll incourage others. I was forced into anything with my father, so I wouldn't really call it rape. Many people might find it sicking, but that's how I found out my secret want for men, older men.
I'm not ashamed of who I am and I couldn't thank my dad enough for showing me something that I might not have ever realized without him. The day he passed away was a very tragic day in my family, but I still feel him near me every day.. Not in a creepy wayy.
I missed my father greatly but after my first love I realized how much I cared about others of my gender so much. I was left heartbroken when he left me for another BOY! I can remember my heart feeling more broken than ever. I thought I would never recover and watching him be with someone else every day tore my heart in two more and more each day. But enoughh about that pig.
And that's why I love older men.
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