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| Bored with waiting for the things you miss
by nikkinicoleana at 7/31/2009 1:23:43 AM
Do you ever just get bored with what you are doing? I mean, doing the party thing is fun, but its better if you have someone to do it with. Friends are great to hang with and all, but that just isn't the same thing. I can go to a club and check out people all night with a friend, but I would like to just go and spend time with someone I am attracted to and I know will remember my name the next time I talk to them. lol. Sometimes you get used to the way things are. You do your day to day stuff, you try to find something to keep you occupied, call or go hang out with friends or family, go to the store, clean the house, listen to music, watch a movie... but it's just always the same people. I love everyone in my life, but they just don't give me that something that I guess I am missing.I miss that nearvousness of getting to know someone and not being able to stop smileing or makeing stupid jokes because its all new and you are trying not to show any of your faults yet. I miss being able to kiss someone. I miss wakeing up next to someone in the middle of the night annoyed at them because either they are snoreing to loud or they got their leg wrapped up in the sheets and turned over so you don't have any covers. I miss getting into playfull, goofy arguments about what what to do on the weekend or where to go out to eat because both of us say we want to do whatever the other wants to do even though we don't and usually end up doing what he wants to do and it ends up being way better. I want to go to the beach with someone, or go camping, or go danceing, or anything that is different just to try it out. I want to playfully annoy my guy while he is working on something so that he will quite what he is doing to make-out with me and maybe more. I want to cook for someone. I want to lay my head in someones lap. I want a hug. I guess I am just bored with not being able to do all those things I miss doing and the things I have never done. Maybe someone out there will be the one I will get to do them with again some day. It may be exciting to think about, but its really boreing waiting for.
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