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| So... yet again
by marymiso at 8/15/2009 10:45:23 PM
so yet again i have fallen for someone i dont think i can get. no so much i dont think i am good enough i know i am good enough. its more or less the feelings are not fully returned and i dont think they can be.
this girl is amazing. i am "gay" and yet i cant stand most the girls i meet. but this one... wow. shes so funny and just open about things. she can make dirty jokes with out being a perv and she is so stunning. she is very smart [i think] and seem like a great person.
i always seem to fall for the girls that are straight or that like someone else. i think this might be a little bit of both. i believe she is still giving me a chance and i am extremely happy about that. she makes me laugh and not many people can do that. i am not to sure why i am posting this.. i need to rant i guess. if your going to reply saying "if she doesnt like you shes not worth it" or stuff like that please dont.
i just really like her and i am kicking myself for letting myself do so but i would kick myself even harder if i didnt try. as my best mate says "show her the time of her life and make her fall for you" lol not so easy.
but yeah. i am not one of those girls that like someone and go all madly in love with them. it takes a lot for me to be in love with someone. i do care about her a lot tho. no matter what happens i believe she will be a great friend.
i just wish i knew how to "win her over" type thing. if we are not a match in the end it wont matter how hard i try lol
i will stop ranting on now. i just really like her. she is truly amazing. and even if i dont get to call her mine i still hope she is happy with my friendship
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