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by pennylayne25 at 8/17/2009 9:33:19 PM
I get fooled a lot.
I think that I'm a really smart girl until some guy comes along and mindf**ks me for a week or so. LOL
Then I have to step back and go "ok... so how can I prevent this from happenening in the future?"
and I never come up with a good answer.
i think the men that I am attracted to just must be some awful breed of male jackass sometimes.
I can't prevent something that I don't see coming.
You see, thats the jack a** way...
sneak attack.
make you feel really pretty for a bit and then pretend like you never happened.
im sure that I am just picking the wrong people but how do I stop?
I like what I like... and I apparently don't like what is good for me!!?? hhaa ha ha...
I will be 25 on sunday and I have very little to show for it.
I have accomplished a pretty great life so far... financially, responsibly, mentally, friendship-wise, I mean.. everything is good...
except for the one thing that I want.
I dont know if a relationship is what i need as much as a GENUINE CONNECTION.
someone who feels like im for them....
i want to be for someone.
 
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