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| ITS STILL ON MY MIND!
by ijustmightbe09 at 8/25/2009 7:43:35 PM
WELL LET ME START OFF BY SAYIN THAT IT HAS BEEN 10 MONTHS SINCE I LOST MY OLDER AND ONLY BROTHER (RIP BOBBY BRAY JR) AND ITS BEEN JUST OVER A YEAR SINCE MY FATHER PASSED(RIP BOBBY BRAY SR.) AND PEOPLE TELL ME THAT I SHOULDVE LET THAT GO BY NOW BUT I CANT. I REALLY CANT HELP IT THOUGH! MY BROTHER WAS ONLY 26 BEFORE HIS GIRLFRIEND KILLED HIM. BEFORE U THINK CRAZY HE DIDN BEAT HER OR NUTTIN LIKE THAT JUST SOMEBODY WHO HAD BEEN THROUGH ALOT AND HAD STARTED TO CHANGE HIS LIFE STARTING OFF BY GIVIN N TO CHRIST. OUT OF EVERYBODY I DIDN THINK IT WOULD HAPPEN TO US. BUT IT TOOK EXPERIENCE TO KNO THAT IT CAN HAPPEN TO ANYBODY. I KNO I AINT THE ONLY PERSON THAT HAS LOST A LOVE ONE BUT IT HURTS LIKE HELL!! 4 MONTHS EARLIER MY FATHER PASSED AWAY WHICH REALLY SHOOK ME UP I KNEW HE WAS ON HIS WAY BUT I HAD FAITH THAT HE WOULD GET BETTA BUT I GUESS IT WAS HIS TIME. ALL I HAVE NOW IS MY MOM AND 2 SISTERS WHO I FEEL LIKE ITS MY DUTY TO LOOK AFTER. I WALK AROUND WIT A SMILE ON MY FACE SO PEOPLE WOULDN BE ASKIN ME WHATS WRONG BUT ON THE INSIDE IS AN EXPLOSION. THERE IS SO MANY THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF THEM THAT IT HAS SLOWED MY SOCIAL LIFE DOWN BUT U KNO WHAT ITS ALL GOOD THOUGH CAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND WHAT DOESNT KILL U MAKES U STRONGER! HOLLA
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