|
|
|
Back To Blog Entries
| Players
by fishingfinaticm at 8/31/2009 6:08:38 PM
I'm just really venting right now - and I know that one bad apple in the bushel makes it bad for the good ones - but really what's a girl to do?
I met someone on here - who was looking for everything that I was, we got along great (chatting on email) said all the right things without even knowing that he was doing it - and honestly I was beginning to fall for this person, not the outside, but what makes them who they are -- ok I wasn't floating or anything like that cause my feet was firmly planted, but I was beginning to be attracted to this man - I go away for the weekend on a fishing trip - he went to a freinds bbq (someone he's known for a while) and I could tell on monday when we continued to talk that something was wrong - so I asked him about it - well, come to find out a so called "freind" kissed him over the weekend - and when I talked to him he was all giddy and geeked out - I could tell that there was something there - so then he pretty much contradicted everything that he said to me - and I knew at that moment that was it -
I just dont know why he even has a profile on a dating site if he's more interested in the "freinds" that he already has - then on top of that his freind is trying to hook him up with another "freind" and he's not as excited about her - as he is about the first one - so what is a girl to do when people is like this - I really honestly dont think that he was playing games - but knowing everything that has been going on - why would you keep a "available" and "single" and looking for a LTR when really he really isn't into it - -
So now - I really have moved on - I have no problem being "friends" with this person - he is someone that I do enjoy talking with - but in my "right mind" I dont beleive that anything will ever become of this later down the road but a freindship. I guess I'd be crazy to hook up with him even if I did have the chance - it would have dis-aster written all over it - but really freinds is always good - you can never have enough of them and if I keep my thinking process as that - then there is no way that my feelings is going to go anywhere - no matter how charming that he is.......
Thank you for taking the time to read my "vent" I really hope that in the long run that I've done the right thing - and that love will conquer all and find it's way - - good luck to you all in your search - -
|
|
|
|
 |