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| I feel so ugly
by nova_minaj at 9/3/2009 2:43:35 PM
I look in the mirror my stomach curls, my face is disfigured I'm not daddys little girl
I could smile and pretend it's all okay but in the end it's never going to be, so I spend my time cutting at the uglyness I spend my time starving the horrid truth that is me
I could try to be normal and just pretend like everyone else but I don't want to fall into the puzzle like all the other pieces I want to be the flaw in order to be seen.
Maybe it is for attention I don't know anymore this was once a song but I feel too ugly to make something beautiful.
The ugly duckling is how I feel the swan I will never be and this is what you get what you see
My insides are flushed out constantly my kidney is abused by medications and philosphy is shoved down my throat from 1 to 6
Other peoples opinions are my own and other peoples trash are what I seem to attone
So forgive me for being this ugly sick in distress mess
But that's just how I gotta be
So damn ugly
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