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| HATE ME
by babyxface at 9/5/2009 1:48:39 PM
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head..
They crawl in like a c*ckroach leaving babies in my bed.
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm a.l.o.n.e,
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain,
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me, it is you that wanted space..
Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow..
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you..
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with,
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were there to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate..
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take...
So I'll drive so f**king far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
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