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alone and venting
by keedak82 at 9/9/2009 8:05:16 PM

I keep telling myself I want to be alone. I don't need a man in my life. I am in school and have a job. I don't have time right? I try to keep myself busy so that I don't think about guys or being alone. I really do want someone. I know that now. I can't seem to find the ones that aren't a**holes. I consider myself a very outgoing, trustworthy person. I never screw people over. I don't lie. I start liking someone and it makes me depressed. I get upset at myself for having feelings for someone because I know in the end I will get hurt. What is wrong with me? I finally realize that I do want someone and I don't want to be alone and there is no body to be seen. I want to fall in love. I want someone to feel the same I do. I want it to come easy. Maybe we don't have much time to spend together, but we have fun and don't let a moment go by that isn't worth it.

Comments
crspade	9/9/2009 11:24:16 PM Nothing worth having is ever easy. The only thing you need to ask yourself is when the day is done does his smile make all the stress and anxiety of the day melt away..... I know your frustration, that's all I'm looking for. (but for me substitute her for his
dennistech	9/10/2009 12:29:13 AM Ditto with the last comment. You shouldn't get upset with yourself for feeling trepidation. If you keep finding people who are a**holes, then your fears are justified. And if you're getting hurt, then those are the ones that you DON'T want around anyway. I hate using cliches, but the only guy who is worth your tears is the one who won't make you cry. Also, the moment you stop looking for love, it's gonna find you. Until then, keep your head up.