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by dennistech at 9/10/2009 1:11:22 AM
I was in a relationship for 4 years when my now ex-girlfriend decided to end our relationship. Being the nice guy that I am, I will not disclose the circumstances of our parting, but needless to say, it was not mutual nor amicable. Now, four months later, I am feeling just as bad as I did the day it ended. I was fine for a while, but, the feeling has been creeping up on me, like a crazed fan looking for an autograph. Slowly, slowly, approaching, then pouncing, a sharpie and a head shot in hand. Why aren't there restraining orders for feelings? Oh, how nice that would be. I mean, I thought I lucked out. I was ready to marry this woman. Guess I should have taken the hint when she said no all those times. Why do we delude ourselves? Was my fear of being alone worth all this pain? After four months, and as I look to a projected 20 more, I say thee nay! I don't know what I'm trying to say, nor do I know how to end this. But, all I do know is that feeling like this really blows...and not in the good way, either.
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