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| What in the world is a girl to do???
by kentuckykat at 9/22/2009 6:17:41 AM
I met a very nice gentleman off of here and I was dressed casual but very nicely, in jeans with embroidered sides, a top that was black with SHORTIE on the front in silver and white letters and then small shortie all over it in lipstick pink.. had a pink tank sewn into it for that layered look. Makeup was perfect, teeth brushed, perfume on but not strong.
Forgot to do nails so they were natural. Had on lipstick to match the pink in the shirt. Hair was clean and brushed. 
Met the man for a soda pop at a local restraunt, thought that would be a nice neutral location. He was very nice, seemed things clicked. He gave me his home and cell numbers. I was so overjoyed to have met a nice man, one who I had a lot in common with and who had a lot in common with me. We like muscle cars and love music. I am making him a copy of a cd I had in my car that he said he liked. I was joking and said, "oh i can make you a copy if you coax me"..  I was just joking... Heck I am new to all this, I feel like a 14yr old...... I am scared to death with all this stuff.. not knowing if what I say or do is right, if I look ok, etc..
That was thursday, he had to work, which of course, is something that anyone who doesnt understand has to be a numbskull. But no calls.  Nothing. I wrote and asked if he thought i was a dog or what. I know I am not skinny nor do I look like a movie star. But I am way far from Jabbah the Hut, and dont look like a trick or treat witch nor a Rice Krispie Treat making Granma with Mom jeans and sprayed hair. 
We had came by my house so he could see how close we live to each other. I dont know if that put him off or what. I am NOT high maintenance.  I was just showing him where I lived at, and how close it was to his home. I didnt invite him inside because he had to go to work and because my dog was inside and I hadnt gotten everything straightened up really nice for company. Nothing meant by not inviting him in.
I am just perplexed as to what one is to do and how to act, etc........ last time I dated was about 20yrs ago and back then I was still scared about what to do and how etc.....  This is very scarey to be in this new "dating realm"...... and I just wanted a friend and even if it didnt go further than that if the chemistry didnt jive then we would still have met a really good new friend.  As friends who you can count on are few and far between.
Enough ranting for now.
Kat
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