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by butterflybliss at 9/29/2009 10:48:25 PM
So this new age church I'm in is really getting into some deep stuff. Almost in a mathematical type of way.
The law of gravity, magnetism, and relativity. Straight forward and proven laws. So who is working on the spirituality law?
This concept probably isn't new. But it is new to me. The order in how things works. And how all things come into circle. Everyone finds themselves there in that circle, even those that are atheists. It's like gravity, it's unavoidable. No matter what religion, belief, or label you hide behind you cannot avoid getting on the path sooner or later.
I'm not really certain if it finds us. Like it did with me. Or does it come looking for you and guide you to find it intentionally or unintentionally.
I have a zillion questions that I cannot even mouth into words.
So like the mushrooms. I wanted them, really, like deep down want them and I got them when I no longer needed them.
How do I broaden my horizons to make it work with other things I really want? I find the belief system is a wall in the psyche. How something ingrained into your life can prevent you from ever succeeding regardless of how bad you want it.
I can't have it because of the economy. Or I can't have it because my mother said so. Or I can't have it because then I'd be unfaithful in my religion.
Things that get in the way and some things that are locked in unconscious mind that you are not even aware of being blocked.
How to bring down the barriers in our minds. Openness is a plus but some things have been walls in our minds for years, maybe even since birth.
I have a block and it's been haunting me for years. People have asked me to write. You know, books and stuff about my adventures and my life.
Now is the best time of any. I've been hopelessly unemployed for nearly 8 months and had about 6 unsuccessful interviews. I've got plenty of time to write. But my block stops me.
I write maybe 100 pages then give up. Reread it, maybe get a second opinion then throw it all away.
Need to crush that belief that I am a lousy writer. Take down that block so I can do what I want and be happy about it.
I'm still working on the how part. I have some insight from the church I go to. First I need to recognize that god is everywhere. Then I need to recognize all the great things god is and has made, including me and you. By this step I should feel the energy working in and around me. Thirdly I need to identify what problems conflict with my wants. Fourthly accept new possibilities and have the old beliefs crumble away. And fifthly accept them all completely.
It's all so easy on paper isn't it. I'll keep you all posted on how this goes for me.
And for the use of "god" in this blog, you can use whatever label you feel comfortable with in it's place.
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