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by trlsmith at 9/30/2009 11:11:12 AM
I dont want to meet her at a bar or a club. Not saying she cant have a good time but I dont go out as much anymore so Id like someone who doesnt party constantly. Id like to meet her somewhere respectable like a church(gonna be hard seeing as i dont attend lately) or just casually walking down the street or at a public place, you get the point. I dont want her to sleep with me on the first date, I want her to resect herself as I respect her. I want to wait until the time is right because I feel the physical things interfere with the basis of a relationship. I dont mind her drinking as long as its not frequent and in excess. Smoking is a definate turn off. Im not gonna say she cant cuss because I do but she shouldnt cuss like a sailor and she shouldnt do it in front of certain people in my life(family, theyre old fashioned, sort of). I know they say opposites attract but I want someone with similar interests who wants to do what I want to do, not who has to tolerate them. Same goes for the other way around. I want someone to go to dinner with, or to take out somewhere. Someone to stay at home and watch tv with when its raining out, someone I can just talk to on the phone without needing a reason to call, and talk until the sun comes up. I want to hold her hand in public for everyone to see. I want to share the same friends, and love each others families as our own. We should both want to shout to the world and have no shame of our feelings. I want that forever kind of love, not the kind that lasts a few months or a few years. I want the forever kind of love that makes you say I do. Im tired of these pointless "flings" with the obvious wrong girls. She must have morals and good values are a must. She is honest and can be trusted completely. She is my life parter and she fills and completes what lacks in my soul. She makes my heart continue beating. When shes around my heart races and when I look into her eyes and touch her Im on cloud 9. She must have faith in me as I have in her. Strong willed and independent yet lets me still take care of her. Someone who is not into material things but loves me for me. Our personalities must well suit each other. She must love to laugh and joke but also be serious when the time comes. People say that Ive gone soft but I've come to the point in life where Im done with all the other stuff. I know I wont find her the first, second, maybe even the tenth time, but when we find each other we'll know right then and there. So fate I have faith in you that one day when Im not looking you will bring the two of us together, but untill then I will be waiting for my perfect match.
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