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| A lonely and dismal Saturday, October 3rd, 2009
by anniefaye33 at 10/3/2009 12:34:35 PM
I am just down in the dumps today. No sunshine for 3-4 days now....I am soooo depressed and blue. If I had the talent to I could probably write a good blues song with the way I feel.. lol
My son is at his dad's until Wednesday. Then Matthew comes over here for the night. I really look foward to that. I am so friggen lonely when he's gone. I am lonely when he is here too, but not as much. He is my saving grace right now. When he is here I am not as depressed or down or feeling icky. Because he is with me and looks after me. On his own accord of coarse. And it's not like I become dependent on his being here.....well...in way I guess I am. Because the way I see it, is that I feel empty when it's just me here. But when he is here, there's a reason why I need to get up in the morning. Ya know.
I met someone a few days ago. His name is Scott and we've been talking. He doesn't live far from me and we have a date set up for him to come over and hang out with me. I am kinda nervous....I mean....I have never done that before. And it would be just my luck that I invite some crazy a** mother f-er into my home. If anyone who is reading this has any adice as to how to go about doing this safely, please don't be shy to leave me a note. Please.
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