From the lips of an angel..

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From the lips of an angel..
by stopntrafic at 10/7/2009 2:57:25 AM

have you ever needed a reality check in your life and a old friend you have not talked to in ages calls you because they they are thinking of you? I sometimes wonder if this is an accident or an Angel sending help your way? My angel jumped in again to my aide (boy its gotta be needing rest from this past year!) My friend and I talked for a very long time about old times and now, She suddenly said WTF to me and just went off! I needed just that she opened my eyes to just how thin I placed myself in the past two years, between all I had going on and then trying to be super woman and taking on my dad and helping my sons..Wow I am shocked I don't have a load of Zoloft delivered monthly! I laid a lot of that out on my threads or posts but I guess that was my way of subconsciously dealing with out dealing with it. Tina my good friend I have to say I am sorry for not hearing it when you tried to tell me the same thing, I just was not ready to admit I was human! Well folks I am human. Becky I know your gonna come on this site and check up on me and I love you for what we talked about gurl friend!

My angel is gonna get a little rest and I am gonna start living life like it should be lived, I have a way to go but the road I have started not even realizing I started it for these reason is not so rough and I have friends who care and friends I care about that is one special gift. Now the rest I am going to take one step at a time this was a major jump for one night and I don't want to wear my angel out I will need it I am sure down the road.

Comments
cowboyray408	10/8/2009 4:17:42 PM LIFE IS TO SHORT NOT TO LIVE LIFE
judyisback	10/8/2009 9:08:58 PM I believe in Angels, and someone came back into my life, and she and I laughed and cried. When it was all over, it was an eye opener. I have had to deal with a lot in the past. My youngest son had cancer, lost my dad, 2 brothers, and my aunt that helped my dad raise me (my mother passed away when I was 11), recently some pretty serious medical problems. God is back in my life to stay. Will I still go dancing, still have a few drinks, yes, but I am a better person, and I like the person that looks back at me when I look in the mirror. Laura you have been an inspiation to me over the last 2 weeks, you just did not know it. You take care, and if you ever need me I promise to be here for you.
stopntrafic online now!	10/21/2009 4:23:49 PM Judy we all trip at times, its the landing that matters girl. You keep up the good work, I am happy to hear your doing much better things for me are looking up everyday! I have no idea how I could have inspired you but if I did I am glad to hear it. Hope to see you one day soon.
judyisback	10/24/2009 10:23:45 AM Laura, just being the friend that you are, someone I can tell anything to and know it will go no further is inspiration enough for me. That is what TRUE FRIEND'S are. We both have been through a lot, and will still have bumps in the road of life, just remember that this friend will always be there for you. Love ya Girl