in san diego,now 10-11-09

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in san diego,now 10-11-09
by hoku at 10/10/2009 12:28:51 PM

sitting here at my computer? looking at photos of women wishing and hopeing i can find one for me, so i dont have to be alone any more.I so much want to give my love to a woman[not just sex]but to fill her cup too.sometime i think i am nuts to reach out but my heart says diffrent i love my kids but need the love of a women some time i put my foot in my mouth because i beleive in u.f.o. because of what happen in 45-47 and still is going on. the esp and other things sometime i think ?i am a dum man thinking hes smart how i long to put a smile of reasureance of love on that womans face that her man loves her with all her faults and short commings. and yet i am not sure of my self my biggest problem is i talk to much...memo...fill out more paper work on security jobs,court room ,ect ect. mel dont forget your writings try to create more finish cosmic child--ok

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hoku	10/10/2009 12:31:15 PM
hoku	10/13/2009 9:15:14 PM 9-12-09--well here i sit,doing nothing, got to get off my a** and find a compaion for travel i hope,she is the out doors type.
hoku	10/18/2009 2:00:38 AM sat-17-09 what a day, was heading a n.p. and got very sick almost passed out in the desert,,i was half way to the park had to drive back 230 mi to san diego.[ bad food]i am here girls ,what? bad profile ?i am trying,but i have been out of the the game of love a very long time
hoku	10/23/2009 9:04:41 PM what a lonely time for me being new here in san diego ,[no one] but family to talk with, i love them [family] but it's not the same. i just would love to sit and watch tne movements of her body,her soft smile, her eyes that show excitement as she talks, laughter in her heart and smell the perfume in her flowing hair as she moves and know she is happy but there is no one to hear my heart cry out i am here ---mel
hoku	10/25/2009 9:41:10 PM 10-25-09--CAMPED AT JOSHUA TREE NATIONAL PARK ,WHAT STARS I COULD JUST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM,WISH I HAD A WOMAN [FRIEND] TO SHARE IT WITH.
hoku	10/31/2009 11:15:26 PM 10-31-09 this weekend is shot,wish there was more wilderness in the area, Boy i am starting to miss my lslands, my Islands is calling to me, fresh scented air of the ocean or the cool mountain mist from a cascading water fall upon my face to stand upon a mountain ridge looking at the diffrent shades of blue and green ocean but most of all hearing the laughter of children at play on the white sandy beaches of Hawaii
hoku	11/1/2009 5:39:10 PM 11-1-09 well i made the most out of bad a day by my self,found balboa park found a lady named sue and we talked about 1 hour how refreshing to talk to some who is not family and is female she filled up the emptyness for that hour wow i felt like a little boy again, to bad she was leaving san diego tonight still good to know i still have it
hoku	11/7/2009 7:26:52 AM 11-7-09 TODAY GO WITH DAUGHTER TO MOVIE THEN SHOPPING, POOR FEET LOOKS LIKE RAIN TODAY ? GOT TO FIND A JOB TO DAY OR I WILL HAVE ONLY 5,000 FOR MY TRIP[GAS] TRYING NOT TO SPEND BUT FAMILY IS FAMILY BOY GRAND DAUGHTER'S SURE COST A LOT,I SHOULD NOT SPEND SO MUCH ON THEM lol