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by chacha0626 at 10/11/2009 9:40:16 PM
I'm not looking for anything but a good guy. somebody honest, and is just tired of all the games, except maybe monopoly, cranium, and a few card games. I'm tired of all the lies and deception so if you can be straight out honest than I'm not interested. i have been married but of course it failed (or else i wouldn't be here). no kids though but i hope that someday i can with the love of my life. i don't ask for much from anybody. I'm a pretty easy girl to please, just a strong man that has his priorities in order, is motivated and determined in whatever it is that he wants to do in his life. i don't care what that might be, whether its being a doctor or pilot, or a clown. it doesn't matter as long as he has something to strive for. somebody honest and loving. I'm just a big kid. when most girls want the flowers, jewelry or what not, i want stuffed animals, my little ponies, or mister potato heads. OK ill take the flowers. their just so pretty. i love cartoons. sponge bob rocks. as sad as it sounds i can quote just about every episode.
right now I'm still transitioning. i just moved here from Florida. right now i work part-time as a receptionist/secretary for an import/export company, but I'm trying to find something that is more consistent. i want so badly to go back to school but I'm not sure what for. i wanted to be a vet-tech or nurse but for some reason lately i have developed a huge phobia of needles. its pretty bad. my friend make fun of it all the time. i don't even have to see it, if i know its happening ill get all cold sweats and dizzy. it is kind of funny. i like to donate blood and i do do it, but i just need a little more attention while its going on so i don't faint. I'm crazy.
i love animals, i have a dog that is my love. he is a rhodesian ridge back and he will be 5 this month. he is so cute.
i love to do just about everything. i like to go to concerts at local bars. see the local bands. have a few beers but i don't like to get totally drunk. i love to just be with really great people. people where you can just be you and everybody is okay with your quirks. i love to laugh and make people laugh. i have never done any hard drugs and i intend to keep it that way, but i have smoked pot a few times.
i live right now with my dad since i just moved back from FL, after i left my husband. i like living here. he's gone a lot so i have the whole house to myself. it does get boring and lonely sometimes. i would love to have a significant other come help the boring times pass.
i am a hopeless romantic and love to spoil my guy and be spoiled by him. i love it when i get that butterfly feeling from him. when i can just snuggle into his arms especially now that the weather is getting cold. somebody who really likes to just be with me, thinks about me when were not together. somebody who will just text me a smiley face letting me know that he is thinking about me and loves it when i do it to him. I'm not looking for somebody to support me, i can do that just fine by myself. but somebody who wouldnt mind supporting eachother. i would rather sit out on a blanket at night watching the stars while he holds me than to go to the movies, but i do love a good movie. or just stay in bed and have a tickle fight than get all dressed up and go out. i like the sappy, cutesy stuff. I'm really such a softy. i like to help people when i can and it kind of breaks my heart when i cant. animal cruelty infuriates me.
money isn't everything to me at all. I'm not a material king of girl. money cant bring you memories or happiness. i would rather have something or someone, i can hold onto in the dark times. and material things just get hard and cold. they don't mean anything. a dried rose given to me by my love means the world over to maybe a beautiful necklace.
i want somebody that thinks I'm beautiful when i wake up with no make up and bad breath. somebody who has a wonderful sense of humor and make me laugh. and a heart that always lets me feel it. that's all i need.
I'm a young quirky little girl but I'm smart and strong. I'm ready to find somebody that want to settle down with. somebody to have children with someday and grow old with. i have a lot of love to give and i just want to find the right person to give it to.
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