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Loosing my religion, I think I thought I heard me cry
by stoneowl at 10/20/2009 7:17:51 PM


Living now in Virginia Beach, I desperately miss the northern neck region... Beaches and marshes seldom trod by man, one can find ancient relics Indians once lived by the use of, listen to the harsh croak of a heron surprised by my presence, watch him flap hurriedly away and glide gently to another sand bar... At times, I feel as if I am the first human to walk upon these sands, and I can see myself in my minds' eye making one of those stone points, lashing it to a shaft of wood and still-fishing the shoals and shallows around me. There are moments when I can smell ancient campfires, hear muffled voices long lost to times' relentless march, and in those moments I will often discover before my eyes a stone arrowhead washed up amid the bracken that glitters in the sun at low tide. I still have a few of these tokens of my brief visits to another time upon those shores...I miss it very much, surrounded now by despoiled shores and crowds and noise unknown to those hardy souls once camped upon the beaches I so well know. I feel as if my soul has been taken from me, and I am left to drift in a wasteland of maddening loneliness for those stretches of quietly murmuring sands


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casxyct7



10/25/2009 2:16:39 PM

I love reading your blogs. Your words express my thoughts and feelings for life. Unfortunately, I have never experience nature to that depth. I am sure its my lost but I will endeavor to look a little closer and stop to smell the flowers.

stoneowl
10/25/2009 9:28:02 PM

Thank you for your very kind thoughts. I feel as if I've been walking those beaches since mankind first set foot upon them, some 15,000 years ago. I've encountered eagles and owls, hawks, herons and a host of seagulls and my heart still stops when I hear the forlorn cry of a loon. My first steps towards comunication with owls took place in a stretch of woods bordering a now long favorite hunting ground for arrowheads--my echoing calls alerted enough crows to come check me out that the great horned owl then beseiged by them escaped unnoticed. I've had a friend in these birds ever since, and find their calls at night to be a welcome I wish I could more fully enjoy on their own terms. Communication with my partner should--and can--be as deep and meaningful...I wish you could walk with me through these woods one time--it would make a believer out of you, evn if we say or heard nothing at all.