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| Dear Mr. Perfect,
by babygurlkylisa1 at 10/21/2009 8:36:02 AM
LOVE ME FOR ME AND WHO I AM, IN RETURN I'LL DO THE SAME. I PROMISE U WON'T BE HURT OR DISAPPOINTED, IN RETURN WE'LL STAND ALONE TOGETHER AS ONE. THIS IS ME AND WHO I AM. IT IS NOT MY PASSION NOR FASHION TO PLAY WITH YOUR HEART AND EMOTIONS. BUT TO LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU STAND FOR. TOGETHER WE CAN DEFEAT THIS BOUNDARY CALLED LOVE AS ONE. TWO PEOPLE WITH ONE HEART THAT BEATS AS ONE. ONCE DECEIT AND PAIN HAS BEEN STAMPED ON THE HEART, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE BLACK WIDOW MAY UNVEIL. SO BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SAY AND DO, BECAUSE THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF MY THIN LINE OF LOVE AND HATE. MANY NIGHTS OF PAIN, DECEPTION, AND TEARS, HAVE I CRIED NOT KNOWING WHAT TOMORROW HOLDS. EXTRA, EXTRA, READ ALL ABOUT ME! AND YOU'LL DISCOVER THAT I MAY BE THAT ONE. I HOPE THAT ONCE I'M DISCOVERED AND UNDERSTOOD THAT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THAT I MAY BE THAT ONE SPECIAL INSIGHT THAT YOU WERE SEARCHING FOR. IF SO I'LL GET RIGHT BACK TO YOU. BEAUTY IS WHAT THEY CALL HER, BECAUSE IF YOU GLARE INTO THE INNOCENCE OF HER EYES YOU'LL DISCOVER THAT SHE'S AS INNOCENT AS A NEWBORN BABY. AND LOVELY IS WHAT THEY SEE, BECAUSE SHE'S AS PURE AS A VIRGIN, AND A HEART AS WHITE AS SNOW. THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS MY STORY SO FOLLOW ME AS MY LIFE IS REVEALED BEFORE YOU VERY OWN EYES.TRUST ME AND HOLD MY HAND AS I TAKE YOU DOWN MY ROAD OF TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS OF PAIN, AND HAPPINESS. IT IS NOT AN EASY ROAD, SO THEY SAY. SO AS I WARN YOU, THERE IS POTENTIAL TO GET LOST AND CONFUSED. BUT WITH THIS THING CALLED TRUST YOU'LL MAKE IT THROUGH MY STORM. ALL MY LIFE I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE LEFT THIS WAY, SO DESOLATED AND ALONE, PROMISING MYSELF I WOULD NEVER FALL AGAIN.KNOWING THAT THE JOHN DOE OF MY NIGHTMARES, BROUGHT MY HELL TO A REALITY, CONFUSING LOVE WITH LUST. PAIN, LUST, AND LOVE CAN BE TWISTED IN SO MANY WAYS, MORE THAN ONE. WHAT AM I TO DO? WITH A HEART SO TAINTED, AND A MIND SO CONFUSED. WHERE TRUST NO LONGER LIVES OR RESIDES, DUE TO HIS SELFISHNESS OF HIS FLESHLY LUST. THIS IS MY LIFE, MY STORY, AND THE PAIN I HAVE ENCOUNTERED. YET SO YOUNG AND DETERMINED TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF WHAT IS LEFT. WITH THE POTENTIAL TO LOVE AGAIN AND AGAIN, OVER AND OVER. SEARCHING FOR THAT ONE STRANGER THAT WILL BRING MY STORY TO AN END, AND I WILL HURT NO MORE.
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