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| Putting on a happy face at times
by bamabeachmom at 10/23/2009 11:42:00 AM
is hard, and it is certainly a hard task for me lately. You see, for the past 15 months I was in a relationship with someone I met on this very site. We emailed, texted, chatted (via messenger and phone) and even met in real life. Over the months I fell in love and he said he did as well. I truly thought I met "the one" I would be spending the rest of my life with. that was until one month ago when he said he "needed a break". He lost his job and since that time he has been in a downward spiral. He went from crying on the phone to me two weeks before the "break" saying, "I don't know what I would do if I ever lost you" to "I am not the man for you, it never would have worked out." Nice, huh?! All this from a person who told me he would never hurt me like I had been hurt. He told me he would be there for me and that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. Now this, but he now says it is "nothing personal". Really? REALLY?
Seriously.
I am still reeling from the shock of it all. I am heartbroken, yet try to put on that "happy face". Time heals all wounds and will mend a broken heart. I just want ONE man to prove to me that they aren't all the same. I also want the one guy who TRULY does want a nice girl. I don't want the guy who says he wants a nice girl, yet doesn't respect the fact that he actually does have a nice girl. Make sense? I know this does to the female population.
Until then, I will be the nice girl sitting on the sandy white beach. 
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