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| Me && A Few Thoughts =-/
by dollface1269 at 10/25/2009 8:28:16 AM
 I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend, a student, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, when I’m dying on the inside. I listen to others who won’t listen to me. I believe in passion and true love. If I love you, I’ll push you away.. I’m everything and nothing all at once. 
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Can i ask you a question, because i am confused? Do you still love me or am i being used?
I knew from the beginning that you were just a flirt. And i yet fell in love with you, knowing i'd be hurt. I thought that i could tie you down and make you love just one. But how can i do something no one else has ever done? I remember when you used to hold me tight, as tight as you could, But now you hesitate, like you're not sure you should.You'd kiss me so passionately I could hardly speak, But now all I get is a kiss on the cheek, You'd stare in my eyes and say you were only mine, But now I look harder and your words seem so false, you said we were gonna be together forever but forever didn't seem long enough. I know that you dont love me and I'm trying not to cry, For I must find the strenght to kiss your lips good-bye. And when you ask for me again, you will find that I'm not here. I want a love to call my own, not one that I have to share. So, I will hide my broken heart behind this laughing face, And though you will think i never cared...no one will take your place..
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