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by bossrocker55 at 10/25/2009 9:39:01 AM
it is easy 2 understand the pain u feel inside - cos i have felt it before 2 - i know how it hurts when u r alone in the middle of the night - staring at the wall - asking a million questions and finding no answers - wishing God could ease the pain - but it grows and grows until it becomes a cancerous evil that takes away our very will 2 live - hard 2 smile when sadness is all u feel - u long 4 a place 2 feel safe - 2 learn 2 love again - safe - secure- with a net 2 catch u if u should fall again - fear sets in - afraid 2 step out on the ledge and leap into the darkness - unknowing of what is there - waiting - waiting 2 grab us - will it devour us - or will it nourish us back 2 health - how can we know? - that's why it's called a leap of faith - u take it based on trust and hope - in spite of fear and doubt - u start a journey - thousand miles from where u r - but the distance doesn't matter - just like any before it takes one small step - one plunge into the darkness - leaping from ur safe haven 2 find the answer - u won't know otherwise - no way 2 know without that plunge - that leap - that one small step off the ledge - and then only time will tell - the journey is long - takes a long time - not always so easy - but u survive and u go on - cannot lose ur faith - ur trust in mankind - ur intent 2 love again - just one small leap into the darkness - u can talk all u want but nothing happens until u take the plunge into the cold dark sky - whatever is out there - devour me if u must - but i refuse 2 never love again - i refuse 2 keep being sad and lonely - i didn't climb 2 the top of this peak 2 just stare out into the darkness and wonder what might be - i came here 2 love - 2 trust - 2 let go of my fear - and when i do plunge from this ledge - will my new wings support me - will i fly - will i drop 2 the bottom of the canyon again - doesn't matter - i refuse 2 stand here and do nothing - i refuse
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