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Thank you......
by alohawihini at 10/27/2009 7:59:58 AM


Into each life comes an inevitable,recognizable moment of truth. Mine came a little over 8yrs ago.when the mirror that was my life began to show numerous cracks.How did they happen? I tried to fix it,I tried to dress it up I even went so far as to lie to myself and others by hiding it.I didnt create this.I went deep into the valley of denial.I worked constantly to try and make all the old bits and pieces of,my life,my enviorment be the way it was.This only created more hurt,more of a loss.In the process I recieved the moment of truth.What happens in life all begins and ends with the choices I make with the help of God.....As is so often the case out of that one moment of truth.Out of one choice thousands more were born.Some choices can prove to be heartbreaking,while others heart stopping than again others proved to question all that I thought I knew about myself all that I thought that I needed in my heart and life.It was during that moment of choice,while in the land of indecision that a slow pain filled truthful realization came sharply into focus.The truth is only when much is lost can much be gained.....The pieces of my mirror couldnt be put back together...The most important thing I learned along the way is that it took all that happened to me,the good ,the bad-it took all that I was-all that I had ever been-coming together.I never lose my faith in God.And hand in hand to heal me and to make me who I am today.All that I am,all that I have learned,I share with you.I invite you to take from among these words what you may need to find strength and inner acceptance.For the truth is always with us,it surrounds us,and it is within each one of us.Just waiting for that moment of acknowledgement.The defining moment of choice regardless of what costume it wears when it knocks on lifes door is more than an open invitation to step out into the life of a ever renewing spirit.For without the challenges and adversities,without the tears,fears,and emotional storms that was brought into my life.I would never have been able to grow into the person I am today-honestly and sincerely-I thank you.And to all my friends who have entered the picture and stood beside and at times fell behind me never let me fall and to My Father that has led the way.Thank you....