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by yorksymone at 11/2/2009 8:44:24 AM
Meeeee Being Replaced.....
Who would have thought that it would hurt so much.
Im distancing myself to allow for me and you to be on the outside looking in.
Being able to see all the problems that lie deep with in.
And I'm telling you that I love you not in vain but to hold on to the bit of life that relationships hold.
Now sniffling sounds fill my room along with soft tissues as she tells me I'm no longer the woman in her life.
And as she climaxed tears slid down my face as I realized that I was being replaced.
She took deep breaths as you held her like you once grasped onto me.
Breathing deeply and almost nsync.
My mind went rampant almost was unable to think.
Or rethink the events that occured.
Sheets wrapped around bodies as I held close to my own.
Comforting the pain that was screaming from deep inside.
I started to wonder if I held memory.
A small fraction of a mind or heart taken.
Wondering if for one moment you had mistaken her for me and were professing your dying love.
Taking away everything that I have worked on from day one.
Stripping me from my pride.
On the inside I'm dying, heart wilts into a somber note.
Screams come from deep down,I'm praying that this is a dream.
Eyes open to realities of we almost made it, but you took it all away with a simple temptation.
A simple act that would create many complications in a life that was said to be perfect.
I'm sorry for trying so hard,it was hard for you to see me through.
Life won't go away.
But I'm desperate to be gone from you....York
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