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by yorksymone at 11/2/2009 9:07:48 AM
Finally I've come to see the appreciation u have for me.
Appreciate the fact that I've stayed through the ups and downs, times u weren't faithful, playing me around town. Disagreements that turned into just let me vent only for it to blow up into full blown arguements.
See ur so called appreciation is a testament to my foolishness.
And my foolishness goes to show how many empty I love yous turned into oops I said that by accident.
You said that by accident and your many accidents turned into my mistakes.
I was mistaken when I believed your god to honest truths and your so called I love yous. A whole picture perfect relationship without the proofs.
See your appreciation goes to show how many I'd ride for you, die for you, cover u up cuz they did a drug bust type sistahs turn into I f**ked your friend, but it was an accident, baby I'm sorry but I'd do it again type sistahs.
Your appreciation has turned a generation of good girls bad.
And so we take a few keys and scratch a few doors and dial your number over and over just for the fact that your appreciation wasn't appreciation but something you ignored was me.
And so I had to do something for you to notice me.
Not understanding that your ignorance had rubbed off on me and that I was now in the wrong. Damn now I hate me for stepping down to your levels.
And u still don't appreciate me.
But see your lack of appreciation is a testament to my foolishness.
And my foolishness goes to show a growing vulnerability.
And my vulnerability is only here to mock my strength.
And my strength evolves into my conscience telling me to hold on for jus 1 more day.
And that day won't come too soon.
And sooner than I knew it I came to walk away.
Lookin at my back. I knew that 1 day you'd learn to appreciate...York
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