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| Im going out of my mind...
by grneyedmn at 11/2/2009 8:18:49 PM
Well, let me just put myself out there for a minute and say that I feel like I am just nto worthy at this point in time...I am now living in Christiansburg, which I am not very fond of at the present time...What does a girl gotta do to get ahead in this life...I have waited over two years for my son who is 12yrs old now to be able to come back and live with me,a nd he has been with me for 5 months and I am so thankful and undeniably blessed to have him back with me. I decided that there wasnt enough room for us both at my parents house so I wanted to find a place for just us and we could spend lots of time together and make up for the past two yrs and well just start fresh and new without any worries or past painful issues to have to be there on a daily basis...So we did just that...everything was going really well and I had really high hopes for the entire situation, and I still do but I had to leave my job where I ws living and I thought I would be able to find work soon after moving but needless to say I feel liek my plan has not been going so well, Im here in a new place and we know not one soul in the area and wow I lost my transportation, So what the hell am I supposed to do now...I have faith and I know that things will work out somehow or another but I am going out of my mind trying to figure it all out and on top of all the obsticles I have overcome and the ones that are still ahead of me...I dont have anyone in my corner, no one to talk to about anything, so I am sad alot of the time and I try to stay positive for my son and at least appear that I know what I am doing, as a single parent who really does not want to fail at this, my son has been through tough times and has dealt with things that he shouldn't have had to even think about. But he is one of the most caring , smart, very strong willed and most loving kid that you will ever meet. Failing him in this situation really is not an option and I will continue trying to make a better life for him no matter what life wants to throw at us. I keep telling myself to remember that "This too shall pass" well thanks for letting me vent al little and if you have any suggestions for us or comments please dont hesitate to let us know, or if you would like to just talk then we can definatley use the company and the conversation...hope to hear from you and God Bless.
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