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| Iife in general !!!
by yourromeo1987 at 11/5/2009 3:03:12 PM
Well I have wrote in a while because i haven't had much to write about but its time i write again so here we go....Well i've been on this earth for 20 years and i have to say so far this life has been a bit bumpy but yet i've learned so much and got to experience so many things...I"ve got to experience gurls from all over the US.....Met some from Alabama, Virginia, South Carolina, all over i've got to experience so many different foods i've got to meet some pretty important people.....Everything i've done to this point has been great but yet i want so much more to come so many things to happen....Even though i feel like everything has been great to me up to this point i Feel in my guts that the greatest thing of all is still to come i'm not sure what it is i just have that feeling...I"m curious to see where life will take me and everything i just wish i could fast foward my life and then rewind it and live....I love my life with a passion but in my gut theres something even greater waiting for me it may involve soccer but idk....I just know money isn't everything to me but one day i want whatever i do to bring me wealth and things i've never had...Something else i wanted to talk about was like have you ever been with someone you loved or you sure thought you did and like yall broke up and yall were apart for a while but then you still had the most unbelieveable feelings for her but you didn't know what to do then you saw her with this guy and she looked so happy and smiles filled her face and it just crushed because you saw that she had move on and yet you still hadn't let go?? It's as if you were once walking on streets of gold and everything was so shiney but then oneday you woke up and the roads of gold turned to copper or brass and had no shine at all....All you were holding onto was with someone else and you didn't know how you could still hurt so much and feel pain and emptyness but yet you saw them and how happy and full of joy they had....Sometimes i feel emotions i never knew i had not only from past relationships but like from listening to other people and looking at things they have experienced...So many things are happening with me right now its hard to explain....I dont know if you have noticed but i've changed alot from who i used to be some bad some good like idk i dont talk to many people anymore i just tend to stick to myself....I pray to god sometimes and I just tell him i wanna meet the love of my life and i tell him what i want her to look like what morals and personality traits i want and I"m not saying i wanna find her right this second but i do wanna find that person i can relate to more than anyone else can someone who feels and know my thoughts...Sometimes you just want someone to have and hug and to just be with without worrying about what the world brought that day....BUT idk what else to write about right now so i'm just gonna stop right here but if anyone has questions or things they wanna talk about feel free to ask........
Urs Truely : Erik
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